Starting Over

No, I'm not revamping my life in some big way or anything, I'm starting this blog over.

You see, I created this for a school project, but now I think it may have some merits on it's own. I don't do facebook statuses, too whiny and too many people see them. I don't want my twitter to be a point of complaining and cryptic messages. I want to tell the world what's wrong, and I want to explain.

It's been a pretty shitty few months. And I need a place to talk about that. To talk about how I'm feeling. Maybe no one will ever read these posts. I'm okay with that. This isn't for anyone but me. If I want to share with people close to me I will, but that time will come. For now, this is my therapy, my sounding board, my space.

I usually journal but I haven't done much of that recently. I'm not sure why, but this feels right for the moment in my life.

So welcome. I will whine, I will sound depressed, and odds are it will mane nothing to anyone but me. But I don't write when I'm happy, I don't need to write in those moments.